Early on, after having started working as a university teacher in music education, my colleagues started asking me when I was going to start my doctoral studies. My first reaction was, \u201cWhoa, wait a minute! I have no plans of writing a dissertation, and I\u2019m not even interested in that.\u201d There was also the fact that after having become disillusioned with my previous studies in engineering a decade and a half ago, I had decided to \u2018escape\u2019 the boring academic world by starting serious studies in music and singing. I had no intention of returning to sitting at a desk reading books!<\/p>\n
On the other hand, later having ended up \u2013 after working as a professional singer for a decade \u2013 as a teacher at the university, I had noticed that I did<\/em> have a certain talent for quickly absorbing large amounts of information in order to prepare lectures and self-study material for my students. And strangely enough, some of my colleagues and friends who had embarked on the doctoral journey kept saying, \u201cIf anyone\u2019s got the talent and the know-how to do a doctoral dissertation, it\u2019s you!\u201d I asked, why they thought this was the case, and they pointed out that wasn\u2019t I the guy who always had his nose in a book, reading non-fiction literature in English. Having thought about this some more, I realized that they had a point \u2013 maybe my personality and my experiences could make me a good researcher, after all!<\/p>\n This led to more serious mulling over the various aspects of doctoral studies. One thing, perhaps the most important one, was motivation. What would motivate me to do this kind of enormous project for several years?<\/p>\n I had a hunch that many of my colleagues were doing it because of advancing their careers. Did I want to \u2018move up the ladder\u2019 with the goal of becoming a professor one day? \u201cNah\u201d, I thought, \u201cI don\u2019t have that in me.\u201d I was happy with my job as it was, and I didn\u2019t feel any eagerness or motivation to pursue an academic career. Some colleagues apparently started their dissertations just because they were so passionate about their subject, and because they wanted to \u2018make things better\u2019. \u201cWell\u201d, I thought, \u201cthat\u2019s at least a more noble cause than advancing your academic career\u201d. Did I have that <\/em>in me? Was I passionate about my subject (music education), and did I want to make music education better? These questions, as they run through my mind, produced a moment of self-realization. I realized that since I did neither have a will for an academic career nor a passion to improve music education, there was no honest and clear reason why I would ever write a doctoral dissertation. So, I abandoned the idea of doing it, and for the next couple of years, I didn\u2019t even think about it.<\/p>\n Then a strange thing happened. After having worked for several years as the university teacher I was, I started noticing how the need to improve my teaching grew stronger each year, and how I, without thinking about doctoral studies at all, had started focusing on a particular problem in music education that I wanted to improve \u2013 that I felt crucial to make better!<\/em> That particular problem had to do with how little elementary students were helped with their singing, which I had noticed during my regular visits to the local schools. I had also noticed how teaching singing, which was \u2018second nature\u2019 to me, was actually a very difficult task for my teacher students. Out of curiosity, and supported by a strong motivation to find a solution to this problem, I started sketching various ideas. After some time, as these ideas kept \u2018boiling in my head\u2019, I realized that the prospects of improving the vocal pedagogy in schools would be much greater if I\u2019d actually \u2018give my all\u2019 to this thing and do things in a proper and serious way by\u2026writing a dissertation!<\/p>\n As I started writing my first research proposal I noticed that by having read all those non-fiction books, many of them on the subject of vocal science, I actually had a lot of information \u2018in my head\u2019 that I just had to transfer into writing. Furthermore, my long experience as a singer and a singing teacher also \u2018came in handy\u2019 while researching because based on my experiences, I knew what to look for, and I knew which pieces of information were actually helpful to my cause.<\/em> This reminded me of something I keep reminding my students in music education of: first practice, then theory. This means that the best way to learn musical concepts is to first do<\/em> them in the form of some (preferably bodily) activity, and only after this has been done, present the concepts in a theoretical<\/em> form (as with e.g., rhythm notation). In other words, I\u2019d done the practice, and now I was ready for the theoretical part! And, what also was curious, was that since my proposed solution to the problem outlined above included a lot of technical craftsmanship, my previous engineering studies suddenly became relevant and useful again. Weird!<\/p>\n In retrospect, it feels like my journey of becoming a doctoral student already started decades ago when I read my first non-fiction books in English. Looking back it also appears that the know-how I\u2019ve gathered in various subjects during my long journey all fit to my new role as a researcher. The puzzle pieces have slowly come together, and now is the time to make the image whole!<\/p>\n Mikael Pennanen-Dahlb\u00e4ck<\/strong><\/em> Early on, after having started working as a university teacher in music education, my colleagues started asking me when I was going to start my doctoral studies. My first reaction was, \u201cWhoa, wait a minute! I have no plans of writing a dissertation, and I\u2019m not even interested in that.\u201d There was also the fact […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":30,"featured_media":323,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[46],"class_list":["post-320","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-en","tag-doctoral-studies"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n
\nM.Mus, university teacher in music education<\/em>
\n\u00c5bo Akademi University<\/em>
\nFaculty of Education and Welfare Studies<\/em>
\nField of study: vocal pedagogy (in schools)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"